exam.results.bigo-problemo.

i'm backk kids.
heyyaa.
sorry for not writing in so long.
been studying like crazzyy. not cool. we had exams.

exams.
yuckkkless. oh well i guess we need them.
exams ain't the bad part. results are the worst.
ohhemmgee. i'm so scared i failed. urgh. i hate the feeling.
getting results back tomorrow. mehh.
hopefully i passed. that would be my dream...
hahahaha. barbie pagent style.

problems.
many problems.
that's all i'm going to say.

i actually don't anything to say. hahaha.
so i guess i'll talk to you next time.
bahhbyee.
xoxo
rachel.

sorry.misunderstandings.leo.academyofrock.

sorry.
man oh mann.
i'm sorry for many things.

1. sorry for not writing in in AGE-SSS.
2. sorry for the stupid-ass misunderstanding shit we've gone through together. we must not jump to conclusions. i think that's the main thing. [to bestfriend].
3. sorry for having no patience. [to other best friend].
   
4. sorry i'm a dumbshit in school. [to parents].

yeahh. and sorry to anyone i hurt...if i did.
i don't remember doing anything. but yeahhh...
just feel like saying sorry.

leo.
ohhemmgeeee. laughh out loudd mannn.
hi-lariouss.
ahhh.
now i've got a sillyyy smile on my face.
hahahahahahaha.
hmmmnnn. yumm.
wanna know what i'm talking about?
ask!
hahaha. not going to sayy here. [:

academy of rock.
yayy. i found a music school/class/academy.
academy of rock. doesn't that sound awesome....
hahahaha. me likeyyy.
hopefully it's not too expensive.
best friend helped me find one.
i want to learn the drums.
haha. hopefully i'll be pro at it.
hahahahah.
ohh wellsss. i'm going to check it out tomorrow.
thanksss for getting me a school.

well i've got to go now.
have to study for biology test. rawrr....
stupid nutrients. does it matter what goes in.
it comes out anyway..
ohh i wanted to get gastric bypass then i realised you could die & get infections & shit.
hell no!
hahaha
ohh well.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.

obs.amundsen.swinedisease.crackle.family.

i'm backk babeeyyss.
yo yo yo!
ha!
O to the B to the S!
quite funn yo noee!
O for fresh Oxygen.
B for Bugs.
S for no Sleep.
[that was absolutely random].
whoo!
- pitching tents.
- eating crackers. [for lunch & breakkie]
- cooking sardines. [for dinner]
- smelly equipment.
- kayaking [if that's how you spell it]
- rock climbing.
- hiking. [with 10kg back packs]
basically.
pitching tents are hard. especially when bugs are attacking you.
i'll break up the days.
day 1
i was late for school. i found out about the groups.
i was with kenny, james, joel, david [superhero], aviel, wynton, sean, angeline, georgina, amelia, ester, naomi & taeyeon.
our group name was amundsen. & our instructor was theresa. i actually miss her and feel sorry for her. hahaha.
anyway, we didn't even reach pulau ubin and were already dying. [so that's a bad start].
then the whining began.
from everyone.
then we took a boat to pulau ubin, OBS camp 2. [the not so nice one] [camp 1 is better]
carrying our bags that we thought were 'heavy'. to the furthest part of the camp.
it sucked.
then we got to know each other & stuff.
i guess our group wasn't too bad.
anywaysss. near night, we had to pitch the tents in the forest. and we found some new-born bird that like, fell out of an egg cause you can see a bit of blood on it's back. well it was hard to pitch tents at first cause we were all terrified of bugs & leaves & branches, each other, etc.
then after that we had to cook.
we were the slowest group so we ate & showered last.
i couldn't sleep cause we were on a hill & it was too hot.
day 2
kayaking day.
i was damn scared of capsizing. [if that's how you spell it]
i was scared that i would be stuck. but no. i'm alive! waheyyy!
paddling was hardd mannn!
steering is harder. wth. urgh.
it is harder than it looks. especially when professionals demonstrate.
and bloody capsizing in the middle of the ocean is damn hard to get back on with the damn life jackets.
and it rained and rained. thunder/lightning storm. a.k.a Cat 1. [according to obs].
but we kayaked for like...4 hours. i think. to get to camp 1.
the bestesttt camp everr! hahahahahaha. compared to camp 2.
we actually had real food there.
anyhoos. i kayaked with taeyeon. who is kinda weaker than me. so i did most of the damn paddling.
owwwyy.
my arms ache.
oh and we slept in a better place.
day 3
i found out that i was allergic to insect repellent.
so my neck & forehead is like crackle crackle pop pop.
hahaha. well not really.
just very cracky. [but now it's okay].
& i thought i lost my moisturizer.
so it was badd though out the camp.
well anyway, it was rock climbing day.
we had p.t. or p.t.t [forgot which one it was] in the morning.
4 laps? i can't remember. but it was ok.
not too tiring.
then we had breakfast. REAL breakfast. bee hoon, sausage & hot milo. hmmmnnn. yummmmyyy.
delishh babeyy.
anyhooss, we went for belaying practice where we had a script of things to say when we were climbing & belaying.
climber: am i on belay?
belayer: no you are not. [tightens rope]
climber: that is me. [AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. that always cracks me up]
belayer: squeeze check
: pull check
: instructor check/theresaaaaa!!!
climber: climbing.
belayer: climb on.
[climbs]
climber: falling.
belayer: wait, instructor check.
belayer: fall on.
ahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
i heart the script.
hee hee.
oh i forgot. there's a script for the capsizing too.
buddy buddy are you ok?
hee hee. ohh emmm geee. i love it.
so cute & cartoonized.
well i didn't have time to climb so i just belayed.
i love belaying. it is funn.
it rained again.
that was then we actually went climbing. [after the rain].
then we went to hike like 2-3km back to camp 2. with those damn 10kg back packs.
up & down slippery, muddy hills.
but at least we didn't go the wrong way. or we'd be screwed.
extra kilometers would suck buttocks.
well we got there so it doesn't matter. in 28 minutes babyy! the first time we ever got somewhere early or even on time.
but we slept late and had many forfeits that lead to extra rounds for p.t. in the morning.
day 4
we were meant to do 18 rounds for p.t.
but my knee gave up and i did 2.
it burned like hell. i left my salonpas at home.
well it was going home day i was pretty happy.
but kinda sad too.
and something damn hillarious happened on that day.
hehe. if you wanna know.
ask me in person.
heh heh.
well i have alot of camp stories to tell all ya'll.
so ask me in person.
well i bought an OBS tee & photo. which i looked shitty in.
oh well. good & bad memories.

2009 H1 N1 disease.
swine disease is now called 2009 H1 N1 disease.
wowwyy.
so many things happened with this disease while i was in obs.
that sucks.
i'm damn scared now.
what if it comes here.
arrghh.
should have stayed in pulau ubin.
hehehe. nahh
i miss my awesome family.
but i was damn moody after getting off the bus.
it ishh baddddd. i hate pms-ness.
ahh well.
i kinda have nothing else to say.
haha.
camp was the main point.
& i loved it.

well that's all my love-a-llyss.
xoxo
rachel.

bipolar.projects.test.international.obs

test results.
i hate tests. they suck.
i'm so stressed & tired. urgh.
results:
21/35 for chem.
10/20 for econs. [whooo! hahaha]
can't remember what i got for e-math. but i passed.
i failed a-math. 15/40. boo.
well i didn't understand it.
i haven't gotten back my test results for biology yet. but i think i failed.
well at least i finished my tests. but i have stupid projects. yuuccckkkayyyy.
and once i finish a project i bet i'll get another one. urgh.
oh wells.
i'm going to check my grades on ntrix* in like a few minutes.
-sigh- i have finally finished my chem & international day project.
grrrr. i have alot to say about one of them.
anyhoos. i have to do an econs project.
humm dee dumm.

bipolar.
i swear i'll punch a wall.
bipolar people are so confusing.
whattheshit whattheshit whattheshit whattheshit.
that's all i'm going to say.
i have nothing else to say.
i'm just not happy.
i'm not goint to say anything here.

international day.
international day is tomorrow & i have to reach school by 7.15 cause i have to perform for strings.
i'm so stressed out cause i don't know how to play. arrrgghh.
this is bad.
and it's so damn hard to fake cause it's so fast. hahahahha.
man oh man...
well at least i get to wear home clothes. & JEANS.
yayyy.
we're actually meant to wear just t-shirt and school bottoms.
soo...wheehheee.
i get to wear casual. & i get to wear my threadless tee. cause it's bright.
hahaha.
anywayss. i'm in charge of the american booth.
i'm not even american. well i did the boards with kat. [who is american].
so today we had to put up the booth.
and basically, i did it, then.....got caried away...??
hahahaha.
very bad, very bad.
but yes.
i'm sorry.

obs.
O to the B to the S!
harddyy harr harr.
it is next monday.
arrghhh.
hahaha.
i'm kinda excited yet worried. i think i've already said that before.
but anyway. i hope i'm in a good group. filled with loving, gracious people.
HA! i doubt it.
obs obs obs.
hmmmnnn. i'm excited.
but i can't do water activities cause of my skin.
which is an ok thing.
i guess.
has anyone taken it?
please comment. i want to know how it's like. and if the toilets are that bad.
i don't think so, but just comment. thankkkss.

urgh i hate this.
i'm tired, stressed and sick.
i have a blocked nose with a hell lot of phlegm.
urrhh.
it sucks.
i don't want to be sick when i go to obs. that would suck.
& i hope i don't get my period. that would suck even more.
-sigh-
oh well.
that's all i have to say today.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.


*ntrix - place where they put our grades on the net.

testweek.pain.whatthebuck.threadless.obs

stupidstudying.
finally got over test week. WAHEYYYYY!
until i found out that i have two more.
yippee.....
i only got one result back. and it was 20/35 for e-math.
preee-tty good. haha. i failed last term. so... YAYYY!
harrddyyy hahaha.
i have to fully study tomorrow.
cause yesterday i went out straight after school [for xiao long bao & to maxine's house].
i'm in pain from max's house. bloody frog jumps. hahaha. my stupid idea. & from the stupid guitar. i have a blister on my thumb. grrrrr. but i finally got the song! hahaha.
anyhoos. this moring i went for breakkie at mandarin oriental hotel for their buffet spread.
they made terrible cous cous.
but other than that. it was great.
i'm not really pickey about food.
but that cous cous. was horrid. sorry sweetiesss.
after breakkie, i watched project runway. and again, i forgot to buy the styrofoam balls for the chemistry project. shiot....
i'll go to art friend later.
so i have to basically study & finish my homework tomorrow.

my cup of tee.
yayy!
my threadless tees are here.
yay yay yay babeyy.
eeeeeee! hahahhaa
i got 2 tees & sophia got 4.
grrr. i should have got more.
hahahaha. nawwhh.
i'm happy.
i'm going to wear it tomorrow.
wheeeeeeee!
i like ripped up the plastic cover.
but suckily, one of the tees were ripped at the seam.
but mama will sew it back up.
thankyou lovelyy.

what the buck?
i don't understand some people.
they cause trouble and act like everythings ok?
what the buck is that about?
oh well.
i still don't know what's going on.
well, this is kinda screwed up.
humm dee dumm.
i guess it's settled?
oh well. that's alright.
i don't like holding grudges against people.
it's mean.
and judging people ain't any better. so, i guess we should look at the positive side of people.
but if there isn't one. then.
too bad. hahahahaha.

obs camp.
i'm like. half excited for obs camp, half freaked out.
i'm scared i'm with a sucky team.
i think school isn't v. good at team work.
bad school.
hahahah. no. but hopefully people in my team are friendly?
hahha.
oh well.
i'm going to get a hair cut after. or maybe in the june holidays.
i want to cut bangs.
i'm determined to cut bangs.
muahahahaha.
so then. i can have a month to get used to it if it's sucky. whooo!
too bad everyone is going away for the holidays.
my sister will be in africa, max will be in alaska. i think.
hopefully, they'll be somebody out there.
hahahaha.
i sound like a desperadooo.
hehehe.

ahhhh.
i'm tired & i have a headache.
i'm gonna go do someting else.
that's basically all i have to say anyway.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.

study.dissapointment.mylaptop.stupidphase.

nerdify me please.
arghh.
i can't focus.
i'm so stressed & my non-functioning brain is. non-functioning.
so many stupid things on my mind.
i hate studying. i can't focus & i have so much work to do.
i have headaches like almost every day & i get a stupid tug feeling. [kat get's what i mean].
i have to study for the numerous tests and courseworks next week.
i hate how they cram all the tests in one week.
sucks.
oh well. i guess i'll just have to cram.
which i hate doing.
blecchhkkkk. sickening.

screw laptops.
yes. my laptop is screwed/broken/i don't know what happened to it.
i somehow dropped my laptop on the floor today.
my brain wasn't functioning. cause i was thinking of some stuff.
two possibilities:
1. i dropped it.
2. slipped of my three other files.
3. someone pushed me.
4. turned around to fast?
i honestly can't remember.
my brain doesn't work.
well. my laptop's screen is broken.
the hard-drive is fine. i mean. everything is still on.
it's just that the screen is green. which maxine would love.
but not me.
it flickers and werid lines appear. on and off.
i basically can't access it.
stupid mechanical things.
hopefully it won't cost alot.
urgh. i hate my strange, annoying, stressed life.

dissapointment.
i can't do this anymore.
truly truly truly insensitive.
shoving it into my face.
i'm not stupid.
the secretive thing going on is stupid.
please don't ever think that i don't get things.
i'm smarter than you think i am. when it comes to these things.
- lies.
- insensitivity.
am i supposed to go through this all the time?
don't you ever think of how i feel?
i honestly don't know how to confront you.
scared you won't give a shit.
i feel like screaming and ripping my head off.
have some feelings for other people please. just try it.
ahhh mannn...
you're just contradicting yourself. with everything you say.
how do i talk to you?
i never knew you could think of betraying.
nevermind.
i'll sort it out.

somehow...
i hate this tug feeling.
xoxo
rachel.

blogfree.tees.braindead.bored&alone.

create a blog, it's FREE.
hahahahahaha~
what the hell...?
singaporeans are probably THE most cheap-scape people in the entire world.
Ohmeegosh. this cracks me up.
hahah. heehee. hoohoo.
hmmmnnn...ahhh...
why can't they just say: create a blog here! or create a blog!
why must they say: it's free!
geezz...
oh well.
that was my quick 6 seconds of funn for the day.
i have been doing my homework for 1 hour straight.
and now. i have a headache.
my brain is dead.
blechh. i can't think.
i feel damn dizzy. i think there's something wrong with me
grrrrrr.
i'm going to go to orchard. since i'm bored and alone.
i want a frapp [:
mmnnnnnmm. yummay.

threadless tees.
my papa ordered threadless tees for me and sophia.
waheyyy!
they were quite expensive though. cause of the shipping and stuff.
but the tees were prettyyy?
is that a good excuse?
well. too bad cause they're on they're wayy!
hahahahhaha.
i'm so excited. haha
it's like the first time i'm buying them online.
yayy!
i'll just have to sit and wait....
tick-tock-tick-tock~
it's not going to come anytime soon by the way.
3 weeks.
hahaha.

busy, busy, busy bee.
i think i'm the only one who isn't busy today.

1. mama is busy. [at work]
2. dad is busy. [at work]
3. jie is busy. [practising church band, then going out with her friend]
4. maxine is busy. [family time]
5. dev is busy. [throwing poyu a surpise party]
6. mariel is busy. [at the suprise party]
7. lihui is busy. [tuition]
8. kat is busy. [church]
9. meichen is busy. [sleeping. accidently woke her up by calling. SORRYYY]

oh welly well. i'll just go out alone. since i'm craving a frappacino babayy! ha!

i guess that's all then.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.