i'm backk kids.
heyyaa.
sorry for not writing in so long.
been studying like crazzyy. not cool. we had exams.
exams.
yuckkkless. oh well i guess we need them.
exams ain't the bad part. results are the worst.
ohhemmgee. i'm so scared i failed. urgh. i hate the feeling.
getting results back tomorrow. mehh.
hopefully i passed. that would be my dream...
hahahaha. barbie pagent style.
problems.
many problems.
that's all i'm going to say.
i actually don't anything to say. hahaha.
so i guess i'll talk to you next time.
bahhbyee.
xoxo
rachel.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
sorry.misunderstandings.leo.academyofrock.
sorry.
man oh mann.
i'm sorry for many things.
i don't remember doing anything. but yeahhh...
just feel like saying sorry.
leo.
ohhemmgeeee. laughh out loudd mannn.
hi-lariouss.
ahhh.
now i've got a sillyyy smile on my face.
hahahahahahaha.
hmmmnnn. yumm.
wanna know what i'm talking about?
ask!
hahaha. not going to sayy here. [:
academy of rock.
yayy. i found a music school/class/academy.
academy of rock. doesn't that sound awesome....
hahahaha. me likeyyy.
hopefully it's not too expensive.
best friend helped me find one.
i want to learn the drums.
haha. hopefully i'll be pro at it.
hahahahah.
ohh wellsss. i'm going to check it out tomorrow.
thanksss for getting me a school.
well i've got to go now.
have to study for biology test. rawrr....
stupid nutrients. does it matter what goes in.
it comes out anyway..
ohh i wanted to get gastric bypass then i realised you could die & get infections & shit.
hell no!
hahaha
ohh well.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.
man oh mann.
i'm sorry for many things.
- sorry for not writing in in AGE-SSS.
- sorry for the stupid-ass misunderstanding shit we've gone through together. we must not jump to conclusions. i think that's the main thing. [to bestfriend].
- sorry for having no patience. [to other best friend].
- sorry i'm a dumbshit in school. [to parents].
i don't remember doing anything. but yeahhh...
just feel like saying sorry.
leo.
ohhemmgeeee. laughh out loudd mannn.
hi-lariouss.
ahhh.
now i've got a sillyyy smile on my face.
hahahahahahaha.
hmmmnnn. yumm.
wanna know what i'm talking about?
ask!
hahaha. not going to sayy here. [:
academy of rock.
yayy. i found a music school/class/academy.
academy of rock. doesn't that sound awesome....
hahahaha. me likeyyy.
hopefully it's not too expensive.
best friend helped me find one.
i want to learn the drums.
haha. hopefully i'll be pro at it.
hahahahah.
ohh wellsss. i'm going to check it out tomorrow.
thanksss for getting me a school.
well i've got to go now.
have to study for biology test. rawrr....
stupid nutrients. does it matter what goes in.
it comes out anyway..
ohh i wanted to get gastric bypass then i realised you could die & get infections & shit.
hell no!
hahaha
ohh well.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.
Friday, May 1, 2009
obs.amundsen.swinedisease.crackle.family.
i'm backk babeeyyss.
yo yo yo!
ha!
O to the B to the S!
quite funn yo noee!
O for fresh Oxygen.
B for Bugs.
S for no Sleep.
[that was absolutely random].
whoo!
- pitching tents.
- eating crackers. [for lunch & breakkie]
- cooking sardines. [for dinner]
- smelly equipment.
- kayaking [if that's how you spell it]
- rock climbing.
- hiking. [with 10kg back packs]
basically.
pitching tents are hard. especially when bugs are attacking you.
i'll break up the days.
day 1
i was late for school. i found out about the groups.
i was with kenny, james, joel, david [superhero], aviel, wynton, sean, angeline, georgina, amelia, ester, naomi & taeyeon.
our group name was amundsen. & our instructor was theresa. i actually miss her and feel sorry for her. hahaha.
anyway, we didn't even reach pulau ubin and were already dying. [so that's a bad start].
then the whining began.
from everyone.
then we took a boat to pulau ubin, OBS camp 2. [the not so nice one] [camp 1 is better]
carrying our bags that we thought were 'heavy'. to the furthest part of the camp.
it sucked.
then we got to know each other & stuff.
i guess our group wasn't too bad.
anywaysss. near night, we had to pitch the tents in the forest. and we found some new-born bird that like, fell out of an egg cause you can see a bit of blood on it's back. well it was hard to pitch tents at first cause we were all terrified of bugs & leaves & branches, each other, etc.
then after that we had to cook.
we were the slowest group so we ate & showered last.
i couldn't sleep cause we were on a hill & it was too hot.
day 2
kayaking day.
i was damn scared of capsizing. [if that's how you spell it]
i was scared that i would be stuck. but no. i'm alive! waheyyy!
paddling was hardd mannn!
steering is harder. wth. urgh.
it is harder than it looks. especially when professionals demonstrate.
and bloody capsizing in the middle of the ocean is damn hard to get back on with the damn life jackets.
and it rained and rained. thunder/lightning storm. a.k.a Cat 1. [according to obs].
but we kayaked for like...4 hours. i think. to get to camp 1.
the bestesttt camp everr! hahahahahaha. compared to camp 2.
we actually had real food there.
anyhoos. i kayaked with taeyeon. who is kinda weaker than me. so i did most of the damn paddling.
owwwyy.
my arms ache.
oh and we slept in a better place.
day 3
i found out that i was allergic to insect repellent.
so my neck & forehead is like crackle crackle pop pop.
hahaha. well not really.
just very cracky. [but now it's okay].
& i thought i lost my moisturizer.
so it was badd though out the camp.
well anyway, it was rock climbing day.
we had p.t. or p.t.t [forgot which one it was] in the morning.
4 laps? i can't remember. but it was ok.
not too tiring.
then we had breakfast. REAL breakfast. bee hoon, sausage & hot milo. hmmmnnn. yummmmyyy.
delishh babeyy.
anyhooss, we went for belaying practice where we had a script of things to say when we were climbing & belaying.
climber: am i on belay?
belayer: no you are not. [tightens rope]
climber: that is me. [AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. that always cracks me up]
belayer: squeeze check
: pull check
: instructor check/theresaaaaa!!!
climber: climbing.
belayer: climb on.
[climbs]
climber: falling.
belayer: wait, instructor check.
belayer: fall on.
ahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
i heart the script.
hee hee.
oh i forgot. there's a script for the capsizing too.
buddy buddy are you ok?
hee hee. ohh emmm geee. i love it.
so cute & cartoonized.
well i didn't have time to climb so i just belayed.
i love belaying. it is funn.
it rained again.
that was then we actually went climbing. [after the rain].
then we went to hike like 2-3km back to camp 2. with those damn 10kg back packs.
up & down slippery, muddy hills.
but at least we didn't go the wrong way. or we'd be screwed.
extra kilometers would suck buttocks.
well we got there so it doesn't matter. in 28 minutes babyy! the first time we ever got somewhere early or even on time.
but we slept late and had many forfeits that lead to extra rounds for p.t. in the morning.
day 4
we were meant to do 18 rounds for p.t.
but my knee gave up and i did 2.
it burned like hell. i left my salonpas at home.
well it was going home day i was pretty happy.
but kinda sad too.
and something damn hillarious happened on that day.
hehe. if you wanna know.
ask me in person.
heh heh.
well i have alot of camp stories to tell all ya'll.
so ask me in person.
well i bought an OBS tee & photo. which i looked shitty in.
oh well. good & bad memories.
2009 H1 N1 disease.
swine disease is now called 2009 H1 N1 disease.
wowwyy.
so many things happened with this disease while i was in obs.
that sucks.
i'm damn scared now.
what if it comes here.
arrghh.
should have stayed in pulau ubin.
hehehe. nahh
i miss my awesome family.
but i was damn moody after getting off the bus.
it ishh baddddd. i hate pms-ness.
ahh well.
i kinda have nothing else to say.
haha.
camp was the main point.
& i loved it.
well that's all my love-a-llyss.
xoxo
rachel.
yo yo yo!
ha!
O to the B to the S!
quite funn yo noee!
O for fresh Oxygen.
B for Bugs.
S for no Sleep.
[that was absolutely random].
whoo!
- pitching tents.
- eating crackers. [for lunch & breakkie]
- cooking sardines. [for dinner]
- smelly equipment.
- kayaking [if that's how you spell it]
- rock climbing.
- hiking. [with 10kg back packs]
basically.
pitching tents are hard. especially when bugs are attacking you.
i'll break up the days.
day 1
i was late for school. i found out about the groups.
i was with kenny, james, joel, david [superhero], aviel, wynton, sean, angeline, georgina, amelia, ester, naomi & taeyeon.
our group name was amundsen. & our instructor was theresa. i actually miss her and feel sorry for her. hahaha.
anyway, we didn't even reach pulau ubin and were already dying. [so that's a bad start].
then the whining began.
from everyone.
then we took a boat to pulau ubin, OBS camp 2. [the not so nice one] [camp 1 is better]
carrying our bags that we thought were 'heavy'. to the furthest part of the camp.
it sucked.
then we got to know each other & stuff.
i guess our group wasn't too bad.
anywaysss. near night, we had to pitch the tents in the forest. and we found some new-born bird that like, fell out of an egg cause you can see a bit of blood on it's back. well it was hard to pitch tents at first cause we were all terrified of bugs & leaves & branches, each other, etc.
then after that we had to cook.
we were the slowest group so we ate & showered last.
i couldn't sleep cause we were on a hill & it was too hot.
day 2
kayaking day.
i was damn scared of capsizing. [if that's how you spell it]
i was scared that i would be stuck. but no. i'm alive! waheyyy!
paddling was hardd mannn!
steering is harder. wth. urgh.
it is harder than it looks. especially when professionals demonstrate.
and bloody capsizing in the middle of the ocean is damn hard to get back on with the damn life jackets.
and it rained and rained. thunder/lightning storm. a.k.a Cat 1. [according to obs].
but we kayaked for like...4 hours. i think. to get to camp 1.
the bestesttt camp everr! hahahahahaha. compared to camp 2.
we actually had real food there.
anyhoos. i kayaked with taeyeon. who is kinda weaker than me. so i did most of the damn paddling.
owwwyy.
my arms ache.
oh and we slept in a better place.
day 3
i found out that i was allergic to insect repellent.
so my neck & forehead is like crackle crackle pop pop.
hahaha. well not really.
just very cracky. [but now it's okay].
& i thought i lost my moisturizer.
so it was badd though out the camp.
well anyway, it was rock climbing day.
we had p.t. or p.t.t [forgot which one it was] in the morning.
4 laps? i can't remember. but it was ok.
not too tiring.
then we had breakfast. REAL breakfast. bee hoon, sausage & hot milo. hmmmnnn. yummmmyyy.
delishh babeyy.
anyhooss, we went for belaying practice where we had a script of things to say when we were climbing & belaying.
climber: am i on belay?
belayer: no you are not. [tightens rope]
climber: that is me. [AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. that always cracks me up]
belayer: squeeze check
: pull check
: instructor check/theresaaaaa!!!
climber: climbing.
belayer: climb on.
[climbs]
climber: falling.
belayer: wait, instructor check.
belayer: fall on.
ahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
i heart the script.
hee hee.
oh i forgot. there's a script for the capsizing too.
buddy buddy are you ok?
hee hee. ohh emmm geee. i love it.
so cute & cartoonized.
well i didn't have time to climb so i just belayed.
i love belaying. it is funn.
it rained again.
that was then we actually went climbing. [after the rain].
then we went to hike like 2-3km back to camp 2. with those damn 10kg back packs.
up & down slippery, muddy hills.
but at least we didn't go the wrong way. or we'd be screwed.
extra kilometers would suck buttocks.
well we got there so it doesn't matter. in 28 minutes babyy! the first time we ever got somewhere early or even on time.
but we slept late and had many forfeits that lead to extra rounds for p.t. in the morning.
day 4
we were meant to do 18 rounds for p.t.
but my knee gave up and i did 2.
it burned like hell. i left my salonpas at home.
well it was going home day i was pretty happy.
but kinda sad too.
and something damn hillarious happened on that day.
hehe. if you wanna know.
ask me in person.
heh heh.
well i have alot of camp stories to tell all ya'll.
so ask me in person.
well i bought an OBS tee & photo. which i looked shitty in.
oh well. good & bad memories.
2009 H1 N1 disease.
swine disease is now called 2009 H1 N1 disease.
wowwyy.
so many things happened with this disease while i was in obs.
that sucks.
i'm damn scared now.
what if it comes here.
arrghh.
should have stayed in pulau ubin.
hehehe. nahh
i miss my awesome family.
but i was damn moody after getting off the bus.
it ishh baddddd. i hate pms-ness.
ahh well.
i kinda have nothing else to say.
haha.
camp was the main point.
& i loved it.
well that's all my love-a-llyss.
xoxo
rachel.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
bipolar.projects.test.international.obs
test results.
i hate tests. they suck.
i'm so stressed & tired. urgh.
results:
21/35 for chem.
10/20 for econs. [whooo! hahaha]
can't remember what i got for e-math. but i passed.
i failed a-math. 15/40. boo.
well i didn't understand it.
i haven't gotten back my test results for biology yet. but i think i failed.
well at least i finished my tests. but i have stupid projects. yuuccckkkayyyy.
and once i finish a project i bet i'll get another one. urgh.
oh wells.
i'm going to check my grades on ntrix* in like a few minutes.
-sigh- i have finally finished my chem & international day project.
grrrr. i have alot to say about one of them.
anyhoos. i have to do an econs project.
humm dee dumm.
bipolar.
i swear i'll punch a wall.
bipolar people are so confusing.
whattheshit whattheshit whattheshit whattheshit.
that's all i'm going to say.
i have nothing else to say.
i'm just not happy.
i'm not goint to say anything here.
international day.
international day is tomorrow & i have to reach school by 7.15 cause i have to perform for strings.
i'm so stressed out cause i don't know how to play. arrrgghh.
this is bad.
and it's so damn hard to fake cause it's so fast. hahahahha.
man oh man...
well at least i get to wear home clothes. & JEANS.
yayyy.
we're actually meant to wear just t-shirt and school bottoms.
soo...wheehheee.
i get to wear casual. & i get to wear my threadless tee. cause it's bright.
hahaha.
anywayss. i'm in charge of the american booth.
i'm not even american. well i did the boards with kat. [who is american].
so today we had to put up the booth.
and basically, i did it, then.....got caried away...??
hahahaha.
very bad, very bad.
but yes.
i'm sorry.
obs.
O to the B to the S!
harddyy harr harr.
it is next monday.
arrghhh.
hahaha.
i'm kinda excited yet worried. i think i've already said that before.
but anyway. i hope i'm in a good group. filled with loving, gracious people.
HA! i doubt it.
obs obs obs.
hmmmnnn. i'm excited.
but i can't do water activities cause of my skin.
which is an ok thing.
i guess.
has anyone taken it?
please comment. i want to know how it's like. and if the toilets are that bad.
i don't think so, but just comment. thankkkss.
urgh i hate this.
i'm tired, stressed and sick.
i have a blocked nose with a hell lot of phlegm.
urrhh.
it sucks.
i don't want to be sick when i go to obs. that would suck.
& i hope i don't get my period. that would suck even more.
-sigh-
oh well.
that's all i have to say today.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.
*ntrix - place where they put our grades on the net.
i hate tests. they suck.
i'm so stressed & tired. urgh.
results:
21/35 for chem.
10/20 for econs. [whooo! hahaha]
can't remember what i got for e-math. but i passed.
i failed a-math. 15/40. boo.
well i didn't understand it.
i haven't gotten back my test results for biology yet. but i think i failed.
well at least i finished my tests. but i have stupid projects. yuuccckkkayyyy.
and once i finish a project i bet i'll get another one. urgh.
oh wells.
i'm going to check my grades on ntrix* in like a few minutes.
-sigh- i have finally finished my chem & international day project.
grrrr. i have alot to say about one of them.
anyhoos. i have to do an econs project.
humm dee dumm.
bipolar.
i swear i'll punch a wall.
bipolar people are so confusing.
whattheshit whattheshit whattheshit whattheshit.
that's all i'm going to say.
i have nothing else to say.
i'm just not happy.
i'm not goint to say anything here.
international day.
international day is tomorrow & i have to reach school by 7.15 cause i have to perform for strings.
i'm so stressed out cause i don't know how to play. arrrgghh.
this is bad.
and it's so damn hard to fake cause it's so fast. hahahahha.
man oh man...
well at least i get to wear home clothes. & JEANS.
yayyy.
we're actually meant to wear just t-shirt and school bottoms.
soo...wheehheee.
i get to wear casual. & i get to wear my threadless tee. cause it's bright.
hahaha.
anywayss. i'm in charge of the american booth.
i'm not even american. well i did the boards with kat. [who is american].
so today we had to put up the booth.
and basically, i did it, then.....got caried away...??
hahahaha.
very bad, very bad.
but yes.
i'm sorry.
obs.
O to the B to the S!
harddyy harr harr.
it is next monday.
arrghhh.
hahaha.
i'm kinda excited yet worried. i think i've already said that before.
but anyway. i hope i'm in a good group. filled with loving, gracious people.
HA! i doubt it.
obs obs obs.
hmmmnnn. i'm excited.
but i can't do water activities cause of my skin.
which is an ok thing.
i guess.
has anyone taken it?
please comment. i want to know how it's like. and if the toilets are that bad.
i don't think so, but just comment. thankkkss.
urgh i hate this.
i'm tired, stressed and sick.
i have a blocked nose with a hell lot of phlegm.
urrhh.
it sucks.
i don't want to be sick when i go to obs. that would suck.
& i hope i don't get my period. that would suck even more.
-sigh-
oh well.
that's all i have to say today.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.
*ntrix - place where they put our grades on the net.
Friday, April 17, 2009
testweek.pain.whatthebuck.threadless.obs
stupidstudying.
finally got over test week. WAHEYYYYY!
until i found out that i have two more.
yippee.....
i only got one result back. and it was 20/35 for e-math.
preee-tty good. haha. i failed last term. so... YAYYY!
harrddyyy hahaha.
i have to fully study tomorrow.
cause yesterday i went out straight after school [for xiao long bao & to maxine's house].
i'm in pain from max's house. bloody frog jumps. hahaha. my stupid idea. & from the stupid guitar. i have a blister on my thumb. grrrrr. but i finally got the song! hahaha.
anyhoos. this moring i went for breakkie at mandarin oriental hotel for their buffet spread.
they made terrible cous cous.
but other than that. it was great.
i'm not really pickey about food.
but that cous cous. was horrid. sorry sweetiesss.
after breakkie, i watched project runway. and again, i forgot to buy the styrofoam balls for the chemistry project. shiot....
i'll go to art friend later.
so i have to basically study & finish my homework tomorrow.
my cup of tee.
yayy!
my threadless tees are here.
yay yay yay babeyy.
eeeeeee! hahahhaa
i got 2 tees & sophia got 4.
grrr. i should have got more.
hahahaha. nawwhh.
i'm happy.
i'm going to wear it tomorrow.
wheeeeeeee!
i like ripped up the plastic cover.
but suckily, one of the tees were ripped at the seam.
but mama will sew it back up.
thankyou lovelyy.
what the buck?
i don't understand some people.
they cause trouble and act like everythings ok?
what the buck is that about?
oh well.
i still don't know what's going on.
well, this is kinda screwed up.
humm dee dumm.
i guess it's settled?
oh well. that's alright.
i don't like holding grudges against people.
it's mean.
and judging people ain't any better. so, i guess we should look at the positive side of people.
but if there isn't one. then.
too bad. hahahahaha.
obs camp.
i'm like. half excited for obs camp, half freaked out.
i'm scared i'm with a sucky team.
i think school isn't v. good at team work.
bad school.
hahahah. no. but hopefully people in my team are friendly?
hahha.
oh well.
i'm going to get a hair cut after. or maybe in the june holidays.
i want to cut bangs.
i'm determined to cut bangs.
muahahahaha.
so then. i can have a month to get used to it if it's sucky. whooo!
too bad everyone is going away for the holidays.
my sister will be in africa, max will be in alaska. i think.
hopefully, they'll be somebody out there.
hahahaha.
i sound like a desperadooo.
hehehe.
ahhhh.
i'm tired & i have a headache.
i'm gonna go do someting else.
that's basically all i have to say anyway.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.
finally got over test week. WAHEYYYYY!
until i found out that i have two more.
yippee.....
i only got one result back. and it was 20/35 for e-math.
preee-tty good. haha. i failed last term. so... YAYYY!
harrddyyy hahaha.
i have to fully study tomorrow.
cause yesterday i went out straight after school [for xiao long bao & to maxine's house].
i'm in pain from max's house. bloody frog jumps. hahaha. my stupid idea. & from the stupid guitar. i have a blister on my thumb. grrrrr. but i finally got the song! hahaha.
anyhoos. this moring i went for breakkie at mandarin oriental hotel for their buffet spread.
they made terrible cous cous.
but other than that. it was great.
i'm not really pickey about food.
but that cous cous. was horrid. sorry sweetiesss.
after breakkie, i watched project runway. and again, i forgot to buy the styrofoam balls for the chemistry project. shiot....
i'll go to art friend later.
so i have to basically study & finish my homework tomorrow.
my cup of tee.
yayy!
my threadless tees are here.
yay yay yay babeyy.
eeeeeee! hahahhaa
i got 2 tees & sophia got 4.
grrr. i should have got more.
hahahaha. nawwhh.
i'm happy.
i'm going to wear it tomorrow.
wheeeeeeee!
i like ripped up the plastic cover.
but suckily, one of the tees were ripped at the seam.
but mama will sew it back up.
thankyou lovelyy.
what the buck?
i don't understand some people.
they cause trouble and act like everythings ok?
what the buck is that about?
oh well.
i still don't know what's going on.
well, this is kinda screwed up.
humm dee dumm.
i guess it's settled?
oh well. that's alright.
i don't like holding grudges against people.
it's mean.
and judging people ain't any better. so, i guess we should look at the positive side of people.
but if there isn't one. then.
too bad. hahahahaha.
obs camp.
i'm like. half excited for obs camp, half freaked out.
i'm scared i'm with a sucky team.
i think school isn't v. good at team work.
bad school.
hahahah. no. but hopefully people in my team are friendly?
hahha.
oh well.
i'm going to get a hair cut after. or maybe in the june holidays.
i want to cut bangs.
i'm determined to cut bangs.
muahahahaha.
so then. i can have a month to get used to it if it's sucky. whooo!
too bad everyone is going away for the holidays.
my sister will be in africa, max will be in alaska. i think.
hopefully, they'll be somebody out there.
hahahaha.
i sound like a desperadooo.
hehehe.
ahhhh.
i'm tired & i have a headache.
i'm gonna go do someting else.
that's basically all i have to say anyway.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
study.dissapointment.mylaptop.stupidphase.
nerdify me please.
arghh.
i can't focus.
i'm so stressed & my non-functioning brain is. non-functioning.
so many stupid things on my mind.
i hate studying. i can't focus & i have so much work to do.
i have headaches like almost every day & i get a stupid tug feeling. [kat get's what i mean].
i have to study for the numerous tests and courseworks next week.
i hate how they cram all the tests in one week.
sucks.
oh well. i guess i'll just have to cram.
which i hate doing.
blecchhkkkk. sickening.
screw laptops.
yes. my laptop is screwed/broken/i don't know what happened to it.
i somehow dropped my laptop on the floor today.
my brain wasn't functioning. cause i was thinking of some stuff.
two possibilities:
1. i dropped it.
2. slipped of my three other files.
3. someone pushed me.
4. turned around to fast?
i honestly can't remember.
my brain doesn't work.
well. my laptop's screen is broken.
the hard-drive is fine. i mean. everything is still on.
it's just that the screen is green. which maxine would love.
but not me.
it flickers and werid lines appear. on and off.
i basically can't access it.
stupid mechanical things.
hopefully it won't cost alot.
urgh. i hate my strange, annoying, stressed life.
dissapointment.
i can't do this anymore.
truly truly truly insensitive.
shoving it into my face.
i'm not stupid.
the secretive thing going on is stupid.
please don't ever think that i don't get things.
i'm smarter than you think i am. when it comes to these things.
- lies.
- insensitivity.
am i supposed to go through this all the time?
don't you ever think of how i feel?
i honestly don't know how to confront you.
scared you won't give a shit.
i feel like screaming and ripping my head off.
have some feelings for other people please. just try it.
ahhh mannn...
you're just contradicting yourself. with everything you say.
how do i talk to you?
i never knew you could think of betraying.
nevermind.
i'll sort it out.
somehow...
i hate this tug feeling.
xoxo
rachel.
arghh.
i can't focus.
i'm so stressed & my non-functioning brain is. non-functioning.
so many stupid things on my mind.
i hate studying. i can't focus & i have so much work to do.
i have headaches like almost every day & i get a stupid tug feeling. [kat get's what i mean].
i have to study for the numerous tests and courseworks next week.
i hate how they cram all the tests in one week.
sucks.
oh well. i guess i'll just have to cram.
which i hate doing.
blecchhkkkk. sickening.
screw laptops.
yes. my laptop is screwed/broken/i don't know what happened to it.
i somehow dropped my laptop on the floor today.
my brain wasn't functioning. cause i was thinking of some stuff.
two possibilities:
1. i dropped it.
2. slipped of my three other files.
3. someone pushed me.
4. turned around to fast?
i honestly can't remember.
my brain doesn't work.
well. my laptop's screen is broken.
the hard-drive is fine. i mean. everything is still on.
it's just that the screen is green. which maxine would love.
but not me.
it flickers and werid lines appear. on and off.
i basically can't access it.
stupid mechanical things.
hopefully it won't cost alot.
urgh. i hate my strange, annoying, stressed life.
dissapointment.
i can't do this anymore.
truly truly truly insensitive.
shoving it into my face.
i'm not stupid.
the secretive thing going on is stupid.
please don't ever think that i don't get things.
i'm smarter than you think i am. when it comes to these things.
- lies.
- insensitivity.
am i supposed to go through this all the time?
don't you ever think of how i feel?
i honestly don't know how to confront you.
scared you won't give a shit.
i feel like screaming and ripping my head off.
have some feelings for other people please. just try it.
ahhh mannn...
you're just contradicting yourself. with everything you say.
how do i talk to you?
i never knew you could think of betraying.
nevermind.
i'll sort it out.
somehow...
i hate this tug feeling.
xoxo
rachel.
Friday, April 3, 2009
blogfree.tees.braindead.bored&alone.
create a blog, it's FREE.
hahahahahaha~
what the hell...?
singaporeans are probably THE most cheap-scape people in the entire world.
Ohmeegosh. this cracks me up.
hahah. heehee. hoohoo.
hmmmnnn...ahhh...
why can't they just say: create a blog here! or create a blog!
why must they say: it's free!
geezz...
oh well.
that was my quick 6 seconds of funn for the day.
i have been doing my homework for 1 hour straight.
and now. i have a headache.
my brain is dead.
blechh. i can't think.
i feel damn dizzy. i think there's something wrong with me
grrrrrr.
i'm going to go to orchard. since i'm bored and alone.
i want a frapp [:
mmnnnnnmm. yummay.
threadless tees.
my papa ordered threadless tees for me and sophia.
waheyyy!
they were quite expensive though. cause of the shipping and stuff.
but the tees were prettyyy?
is that a good excuse?
well. too bad cause they're on they're wayy!
hahahahhaha.
i'm so excited. haha
it's like the first time i'm buying them online.
yayy!
i'll just have to sit and wait....
tick-tock-tick-tock~
it's not going to come anytime soon by the way.
3 weeks.
hahaha.
busy, busy, busy bee.
i think i'm the only one who isn't busy today.
hahahahahaha~
what the hell...?
singaporeans are probably THE most cheap-scape people in the entire world.
Ohmeegosh. this cracks me up.
hahah. heehee. hoohoo.
hmmmnnn...ahhh...
why can't they just say: create a blog here! or create a blog!
why must they say: it's free!
geezz...
oh well.
that was my quick 6 seconds of funn for the day.
i have been doing my homework for 1 hour straight.
and now. i have a headache.
my brain is dead.
blechh. i can't think.
i feel damn dizzy. i think there's something wrong with me
grrrrrr.
i'm going to go to orchard. since i'm bored and alone.
i want a frapp [:
mmnnnnnmm. yummay.
threadless tees.
my papa ordered threadless tees for me and sophia.
waheyyy!
they were quite expensive though. cause of the shipping and stuff.
but the tees were prettyyy?
is that a good excuse?
well. too bad cause they're on they're wayy!
hahahahhaha.
i'm so excited. haha
it's like the first time i'm buying them online.
yayy!
i'll just have to sit and wait....
tick-tock-tick-tock~
it's not going to come anytime soon by the way.
3 weeks.
hahaha.
busy, busy, busy bee.
i think i'm the only one who isn't busy today.
- mama is busy. [at work]
- dad is busy. [at work]
- jie is busy. [practising church band, then going out with her friend]
- maxine is busy. [family time]
- dev is busy. [throwing poyu a surpise party]
- mariel is busy. [at the suprise party]
- lihui is busy. [tuition]
- kat is busy. [church]
- meichen is busy. [sleeping. accidently woke her up by calling. SORRYYY]
oh welly well. i'll just go out alone. since i'm craving a frappacino babayy! ha!
i guess that's all then.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
methodistwalk.knees.lunch.fish.earth-hour
walk.run.walk.run.dodge.
owwiee.
i'm in pain.
firstly, i had to wake up at 5 something. in the morning.
then i had to eat 2 bananas. [not so bad]
then i forgot to put sun-screen.
there were like a million methodist schools there.
ooh. but the upside is, is that the grass. it's gorgeous.
i could roll all day.
it is wicked.
fake grass rockss.
but that black pebble thingy that sticks to your ass.
not so funn.
but anyway.
back to the methodist walk.
i walked with my friend [lihui].
it was quite fun.
we were like, the first-ish girls to get there.
wheeeee.
haha.
my knees burn.
they ache. blehh.
but it's not as bad as....
burnn. get some ice for that burnn.
poor sweetiess.
maxine & lihui.
ouch.
lihui fell like...3 times.
into three different holes*.
maxine fell. somehow. i forgot.
but she got a really bad scar/bruise/omg.
on her knee.
it looks painfull.
it's like red & bloody & has puss.
hopefully it goes away.
central.
yumm. lunch. beats bananas.
baked rice. IS NICE.
ha! it rhymes.
went with kat, maxine & tim [for a bit].
ooh. and we had almond milk tea. it was shokay...
not my favourite. but it's alright.
maxine had some Teh-O; Teh-C?
i don't know what that is...
but anyway.
lunch was great.
fish&fries.
daddy bought soph & i to fish&co.
mmmnnnn. yummayy.
it was good.
but pricey. sucks
oh welly well well.
but fish is awesome.
you can use it in many ways.
e.g:
-baking
-frying
-steaming
-boiling?
-ripping?
-FISHING!
-a replacement for a swear word
e.t.c
OH. and eating.
see? fish is brilliant.
Earth hour '09.
one hour of no electricity.
sucks. and. it's hard.
my sister and i were stuck a home.
with torch lights.
i got really freaked out, because, yes. i'm scared of the dark. [sorta]
and she put the light under her chin.
and it was freaky..
it was a white light..
this was probably the first time we remembered to participate in earth hour.
and it was difficult. i accidently turned my light on.
sorryyy..
next year. next year....
happy feet.
ahh man. my feet aches.
boo.
i'm so tired.
i don't think i can walk.
ohemmgeee.
bugger..
oh well. i'll have to try.
key:
*holes - a drain, some dirt/plant hole, another drain.
going to sleep.
nightyy night night.
xoxo
rachel.
owwiee.
i'm in pain.
firstly, i had to wake up at 5 something. in the morning.
then i had to eat 2 bananas. [not so bad]
then i forgot to put sun-screen.
there were like a million methodist schools there.
ooh. but the upside is, is that the grass. it's gorgeous.
i could roll all day.
it is wicked.
fake grass rockss.
but that black pebble thingy that sticks to your ass.
not so funn.
but anyway.
back to the methodist walk.
i walked with my friend [lihui].
it was quite fun.
we were like, the first-ish girls to get there.
wheeeee.
haha.
my knees burn.
they ache. blehh.
but it's not as bad as....
burnn. get some ice for that burnn.
poor sweetiess.
maxine & lihui.
ouch.
lihui fell like...3 times.
into three different holes*.
maxine fell. somehow. i forgot.
but she got a really bad scar/bruise/omg.
on her knee.
it looks painfull.
it's like red & bloody & has puss.
hopefully it goes away.
central.
yumm. lunch. beats bananas.
baked rice. IS NICE.
ha! it rhymes.
went with kat, maxine & tim [for a bit].
ooh. and we had almond milk tea. it was shokay...
not my favourite. but it's alright.
maxine had some Teh-O; Teh-C?
i don't know what that is...
but anyway.
lunch was great.
fish&fries.
daddy bought soph & i to fish&co.
mmmnnnn. yummayy.
it was good.
but pricey. sucks
oh welly well well.
but fish is awesome.
you can use it in many ways.
e.g:
-baking
-frying
-steaming
-boiling?
-ripping?
-FISHING!
-a replacement for a swear word
e.t.c
OH. and eating.
see? fish is brilliant.
Earth hour '09.
one hour of no electricity.
sucks. and. it's hard.
my sister and i were stuck a home.
with torch lights.
i got really freaked out, because, yes. i'm scared of the dark. [sorta]
and she put the light under her chin.
and it was freaky..
it was a white light..
this was probably the first time we remembered to participate in earth hour.
and it was difficult. i accidently turned my light on.
sorryyy..
next year. next year....
happy feet.
ahh man. my feet aches.
boo.
i'm so tired.
i don't think i can walk.
ohemmgeee.
bugger..
oh well. i'll have to try.
key:
*holes - a drain, some dirt/plant hole, another drain.
going to sleep.
nightyy night night.
xoxo
rachel.
Friday, March 27, 2009
methodistwalk.movie.crush.shows.icecream
walk & talk.
urgh.
i'm going to have to wake up at 5 ish.
for a methodist walk.
Ohemmgee. blehh.
have to reach school at 6.45
we also have to raise funds for some thingy.
i got like 11 bucks.
kachinggg!!! $$$
well. it's pretty good. if you think about it.
i'm guessing that all the methodist schools are going...
since it's a methodist walk.
anyway...
after the methodist walk.
i'm going out with my friendss.
yippee-zippee-doo-daa.
confessions of a shoppaholic.
watched a movie with my sister today.
it was wicked awesome.
haha. quite hillarious.
but it was fun anway, hanging out with my sister.
it was hell fun.
and we sneaked chilli cheese fries in.
hehehe.
yummayyy.
and the top i wanted. well. IT'S GONE!
bugger.
only left with one size, one piece.
why does it have to be so pretty.
and why do shoes have to look so absolutely gorgeous?
rawrr.
grrr.
meow?
the high feeling is love.
Ohmeegosshh.
this crush is killing me.
in fact. it's kinda crushing me.
ha. get it?
[not that funny]
back to the point.
i feel gooeyy.
and melty.
shit.
this sucks.
drunkys & dresses.
haha. i'm watching some lame-O/hillarious TV show.
it's chinese.
but i'm reading the subtitles. don't tell my ma & pa.
it's really cute though. [the show]
haha.
humm-dee-dumm. sucks that there's only 3 episodes left.
i-scream.
yumm. daddy bought ice-cream.
mmmmnnnnn.
the aroma of vanilla.
wowwiee.
inventors are briliant.
i'm gonna get one now.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.
urgh.
i'm going to have to wake up at 5 ish.
for a methodist walk.
Ohemmgee. blehh.
have to reach school at 6.45
we also have to raise funds for some thingy.
i got like 11 bucks.
kachinggg!!! $$$
well. it's pretty good. if you think about it.
i'm guessing that all the methodist schools are going...
since it's a methodist walk.
anyway...
after the methodist walk.
i'm going out with my friendss.
yippee-zippee-doo-daa.
confessions of a shoppaholic.
watched a movie with my sister today.
it was wicked awesome.
haha. quite hillarious.
but it was fun anway, hanging out with my sister.
it was hell fun.
and we sneaked chilli cheese fries in.
hehehe.
yummayyy.
and the top i wanted. well. IT'S GONE!
bugger.
only left with one size, one piece.
why does it have to be so pretty.
and why do shoes have to look so absolutely gorgeous?
rawrr.
grrr.
meow?
the high feeling is love.
Ohmeegosshh.
this crush is killing me.
in fact. it's kinda crushing me.
ha. get it?
[not that funny]
back to the point.
i feel gooeyy.
and melty.
shit.
this sucks.
drunkys & dresses.
haha. i'm watching some lame-O/hillarious TV show.
it's chinese.
but i'm reading the subtitles. don't tell my ma & pa.
it's really cute though. [the show]
haha.
humm-dee-dumm. sucks that there's only 3 episodes left.
i-scream.
yumm. daddy bought ice-cream.
mmmmnnnnn.
the aroma of vanilla.
wowwiee.
inventors are briliant.
i'm gonna get one now.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.
Monday, March 23, 2009
school.juicycouture.hawaii.sleep.bakery.top
new term.
argh.urgh.eww.shit.
yes. those were the things that were on my mind this morning.
and yes, school has started. [again.]
fought with mama chan this morning before school. stupid stuff again.
extremely unnecessary. [as usual]
ohwellywellwell.
nothing really happened. besides the fact that i almost fell asleep in every single lesson.
-german.
-biology.
-english.
-break.
and i had cramps. [yes. i'm female]
bugger.
hawaii trippers*.
on friday, i think, they hawaii trippers* came back.
two of my friends went to hawaii. it was a trip that the school organized.
apparently, it was really good.
their main points were:
-hot guys. [melts. they'd better be hot.....]
-shopping.
-the beach.
one of my friends spent all her $$$ on juicy couture. oohhlaalaa.
i'm craving for some juicy.
damn this economy crisis. boo.
oh well. hmmmnnn. life will have to move on. hahahaha.
nah. i'm not so desperate. i have one. hehehehehehe.
food, glorious food.
Ohemmgee.
bestfriend showed/introduced me to a bakery. yumm-ee.
some japanese guys owns it i think. i want to meet him. and bow.
it's delishhh.
gosh, you people have NOT tried their cinnamon roll. [yeah well. obviously]
but anway, it's goooooooooooooooood!
hmmnn. i still have the taste in my mouth. yumm tumm tumm.
sunday school.
i don't know why i still call it that.
anway, i went to church on sunday. after church, i went out with my church friend.
we went to vivo city. she needed my help to pick out a top/dress for a wedding/occasion.
we first went to zara. we found something but she wasn't sure whether she wanted to buy it. so we put it on reserve.
anway, we went many other shops untill we saw forever 21.
we went into the dressing room like...4-5 times.
i think the lady thought we were wack.
well my friend found something and bought it. when we were about to leave.
some gorgeous top/thingy caught my eye [gee it sounds like some narrative].
so yeah.
i wantttt!
hahaha. it's like 49 bucks. i think...
i don't know. my mama says no. [haha how direct]
but sister want's me to get it.
ai yai yaiiiii. damn. this is harrdd.
oh well. [i say 'oh well' alot]
*hawaii trippers - is it even a word? anway, i'm trying to say that they are the people who went to hawaii.
haha.
ta.
xoxo
rachel
argh.urgh.eww.shit.
yes. those were the things that were on my mind this morning.
and yes, school has started. [again.]
fought with mama chan this morning before school. stupid stuff again.
extremely unnecessary. [as usual]
ohwellywellwell.
nothing really happened. besides the fact that i almost fell asleep in every single lesson.
-german.
-biology.
-english.
-break.
and i had cramps. [yes. i'm female]
bugger.
hawaii trippers*.
on friday, i think, they hawaii trippers* came back.
two of my friends went to hawaii. it was a trip that the school organized.
apparently, it was really good.
their main points were:
-hot guys. [melts. they'd better be hot.....]
-shopping.
-the beach.
one of my friends spent all her $$$ on juicy couture. oohhlaalaa.
i'm craving for some juicy.
damn this economy crisis. boo.
oh well. hmmmnnn. life will have to move on. hahahaha.
nah. i'm not so desperate. i have one. hehehehehehe.
food, glorious food.
Ohemmgee.
bestfriend showed/introduced me to a bakery. yumm-ee.
some japanese guys owns it i think. i want to meet him. and bow.
it's delishhh.
gosh, you people have NOT tried their cinnamon roll. [yeah well. obviously]
but anway, it's goooooooooooooooood!
hmmnn. i still have the taste in my mouth. yumm tumm tumm.
sunday school.
i don't know why i still call it that.
anway, i went to church on sunday. after church, i went out with my church friend.
we went to vivo city. she needed my help to pick out a top/dress for a wedding/occasion.
we first went to zara. we found something but she wasn't sure whether she wanted to buy it. so we put it on reserve.
anway, we went many other shops untill we saw forever 21.
we went into the dressing room like...4-5 times.
i think the lady thought we were wack.
well my friend found something and bought it. when we were about to leave.
some gorgeous top/thingy caught my eye [gee it sounds like some narrative].
so yeah.
i wantttt!
hahaha. it's like 49 bucks. i think...
i don't know. my mama says no. [haha how direct]
but sister want's me to get it.
ai yai yaiiiii. damn. this is harrdd.
oh well. [i say 'oh well' alot]
*hawaii trippers - is it even a word? anway, i'm trying to say that they are the people who went to hawaii.
i think that's all for today.
need to finish off my homework. grrrrrr...
yucks. i don't know how to do...
anyone speak german?
ha. no....
hardy-hardy-ha-humm...
..........
......
ok, well, bye then!
haha.
ta.
xoxo
rachel
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
fight.springdance.grades.blogskins.
extinguishing the fire inside.
Ohemgee.
had a so-called fight with bestfriend last friday.
i wouldn't really call it a fight 'cause we didn't actually 'fight'.
but it was a cold war. and i couldn't take it anymore.
so, i texted her first. she didn't want to talk to me in school.
AND, she left before i could talk to her.
main points:
- it was about CDs.
- we both had faults.
bestfriend's fault:
- lying.
my fault:
- reading a text out loud.
[i guess i can't borrow anything anymore?...]
but i shall not talk about it, because it is the past.
humm-dee-dumm.
dance, dance.
~ Dance, Dance - Fall out Boy.
i think there's sports day this friday. So it should be half day....
well anyway, i'm going to go to orchard after it to find a dress or something for spring dance.
spring dance is on friday too. i think.
i didn't go to spring dance last year.
some people say it sucks, and some said it was fun.
so, yeah. i'm going anyway.
it was eight bucks. hopefully, it'll be the shizz...
well, it should be fun 'cause i'm going with my hommies.
hahaha.
grades.
we had to do narrative writing in english class.
it's some *EMO SCREAMO narrative.
got 57/60. pro right?
hahaha. kidding.
didn't do so well in chemistry though. got like, 20/35.
for the test. sucks. i guess i'll have to work harder.
ohh well-y well well....
hmmmnnn. what else...
erm, i have a feeling that i did badly for math.
NOOOOooooooo!
well, it was hard. so yeah.
anyone want to tutor??
haha.
I hate grades. They make you feel sucky..IF YOU SUCK.
boo.
i officially detest blog themes. with a passion.
They are sooo pretty. but they don't even work.
wth. not fair!
i went to blogskin.com. they had some pretty ones. but they didn't work when i put them on.
whyyy?
not cool.
kat says she'll help me. when we hang out.
she's quite a pro at these type of things.
haha.
i love her. she's awesome.
i haven't blogged in ages....
heh.. oh well. i have nada time.
school.grades.tests.homework.projects.
urrrkk.
yuckyy-doodle-doo.
fame.
Does anyone even read this blog?
hahaha.
i don't care. tehehehe.
*EMO SCREAMO - to be emo. and scream. AHAHAHAHA...ahh...
la-di-daa.
that's all!
xoxo
rachel.
Friday, January 23, 2009
chinese new year.cold rock.jumbo.orchard.
hello everyboddy!
school.
Gong Xi Fa Cai!
we had chinese new year celebration in school today.
talk about. BORING.
my class didn't win anything.
haha.
oh well.
we were supposed to wear red. and i forgot.
damnnn...
and i forgot i had red stuff.
oh well. i have a red Louis. oh well.
straight after, we went for lunch. just friends.
at Burger King, it was fun.
friend 1. [hahahhaaha] had to go to debate. so friend 2. and i went for ice-cream at Cold Rock.
yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
they had really cute swingy chairs which we called, love chairs.
it's really cute.
the ice-cream is really interesting. they like mush up your ice-cream with condiments that you can choose.
i chose marshmellows, gummi bears & nerds with aussie vanilla.
friend 2. [hahah damn it i can't take it anymore, kat] had white choc mixed with cookie dough, choc cookies & malteasers.
yummm.
haha.
delish babyy.
we got soooo bored of Cold Rock's love chairs. so we decided to go to botanical gardens.
but it got too hot. so we decided to go to orchard instead.
we were so tired, so we wanted to go home.
but we're going to go out during the chinese new year [mini] holiday.
i promise babyy.
we're going to go to Jumbo soon.
yumm.
going with my dad's ex-colleges from aussie-land.
waiting for my sister to come home.
yayy!
haha.
she bangs, she bangs.
i want to get bangs!
i hate my hair right now. so frustrated!!!!
urgh. so irritating.
should i? should i not??
urkkkkk. i'm just going to cut it.
i don't even care if it looks shitty.
oh well.
i'm extremely frustrated today.
today is just not my day.
and people just didn't get the point.
urgh. it's like, leave me alone please. not today.
oh well. it's over so. yeah.
well, that's all for today.
xoxo
rachel.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
rockstar.school.friends.peace.love.drama.
heyy oh. this is what i sayy-ayy oh.
aussie aussie aussie, oi oi oi.
went out with rockstar yesterday. [cute little jessica]
she's such a little [aussie/asian] hottie.
it was hell fun.
she's changed [appearance] a lot ever since the last time i met her.
she's like a cute little rocker/pin-up sweetie. haha.
but i was damn tired after the fun-ness. haha.
and i had homework. urgh.
stressssss.
i miss my rocker. boo.
welcome to school. [crap...]
school school school school. today is the....3rd day of school.
i miss the holidays. L.A. needs me! haha.
shopping.
thrill rides.
bitchy atmosphere. [some. not all]
i miss it.
oh well...
my classes are bearable. at least i'm with one or two of my friends.
waheyyyy.
my english teacher needs improvement.
honestly.
i hate math, it's so hard.
but i have to be strong and just get through it.
and the teacher doesn't like us to ask questions, but wants us to....
yeah......
hopefully, this year. everyone can be okay with everyone & the teachers will improve.
peace.love.happiness.brains.
ah well...
save your drama for you mama.
school. drama. well every school has drama mamas.
according to rockstar, her school is even worse.
they get into fights, physically.
ouch.
i would be really really really scared to go to school there.
i think i would skip. ha.
so i guess, the drama level in my school is okay.
Thank God. for that.
hip hip HOORAYYY!
yay! sister got a brill mark for her IGCSE.
congrats to everyone who has completed theirs.
it's finally over.
well done everybodayyy.
and keep working hard.
i'll be there for you, when the rain starts to fall...
today, bestfriend had a tramatic experience.
and she's okay now. [i think].
well, we stayed with her through it all.
true colours were proven today. so yeah...
don't worry sweetie. it'll be over before you know it.
yeah well.
that's all the main points of todayy.
xoxo,
rachel.
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