bipolar.projects.test.international.obs

test results.
i hate tests. they suck.
i'm so stressed & tired. urgh.
results:
21/35 for chem.
10/20 for econs. [whooo! hahaha]
can't remember what i got for e-math. but i passed.
i failed a-math. 15/40. boo.
well i didn't understand it.
i haven't gotten back my test results for biology yet. but i think i failed.
well at least i finished my tests. but i have stupid projects. yuuccckkkayyyy.
and once i finish a project i bet i'll get another one. urgh.
oh wells.
i'm going to check my grades on ntrix* in like a few minutes.
-sigh- i have finally finished my chem & international day project.
grrrr. i have alot to say about one of them.
anyhoos. i have to do an econs project.
humm dee dumm.

bipolar.
i swear i'll punch a wall.
bipolar people are so confusing.
whattheshit whattheshit whattheshit whattheshit.
that's all i'm going to say.
i have nothing else to say.
i'm just not happy.
i'm not goint to say anything here.

international day.
international day is tomorrow & i have to reach school by 7.15 cause i have to perform for strings.
i'm so stressed out cause i don't know how to play. arrrgghh.
this is bad.
and it's so damn hard to fake cause it's so fast. hahahahha.
man oh man...
well at least i get to wear home clothes. & JEANS.
yayyy.
we're actually meant to wear just t-shirt and school bottoms.
soo...wheehheee.
i get to wear casual. & i get to wear my threadless tee. cause it's bright.
hahaha.
anywayss. i'm in charge of the american booth.
i'm not even american. well i did the boards with kat. [who is american].
so today we had to put up the booth.
and basically, i did it, then.....got caried away...??
hahahaha.
very bad, very bad.
but yes.
i'm sorry.

obs.
O to the B to the S!
harddyy harr harr.
it is next monday.
arrghhh.
hahaha.
i'm kinda excited yet worried. i think i've already said that before.
but anyway. i hope i'm in a good group. filled with loving, gracious people.
HA! i doubt it.
obs obs obs.
hmmmnnn. i'm excited.
but i can't do water activities cause of my skin.
which is an ok thing.
i guess.
has anyone taken it?
please comment. i want to know how it's like. and if the toilets are that bad.
i don't think so, but just comment. thankkkss.

urgh i hate this.
i'm tired, stressed and sick.
i have a blocked nose with a hell lot of phlegm.
urrhh.
it sucks.
i don't want to be sick when i go to obs. that would suck.
& i hope i don't get my period. that would suck even more.
-sigh-
oh well.
that's all i have to say today.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.


*ntrix - place where they put our grades on the net.

testweek.pain.whatthebuck.threadless.obs

stupidstudying.
finally got over test week. WAHEYYYYY!
until i found out that i have two more.
yippee.....
i only got one result back. and it was 20/35 for e-math.
preee-tty good. haha. i failed last term. so... YAYYY!
harrddyyy hahaha.
i have to fully study tomorrow.
cause yesterday i went out straight after school [for xiao long bao & to maxine's house].
i'm in pain from max's house. bloody frog jumps. hahaha. my stupid idea. & from the stupid guitar. i have a blister on my thumb. grrrrr. but i finally got the song! hahaha.
anyhoos. this moring i went for breakkie at mandarin oriental hotel for their buffet spread.
they made terrible cous cous.
but other than that. it was great.
i'm not really pickey about food.
but that cous cous. was horrid. sorry sweetiesss.
after breakkie, i watched project runway. and again, i forgot to buy the styrofoam balls for the chemistry project. shiot....
i'll go to art friend later.
so i have to basically study & finish my homework tomorrow.

my cup of tee.
yayy!
my threadless tees are here.
yay yay yay babeyy.
eeeeeee! hahahhaa
i got 2 tees & sophia got 4.
grrr. i should have got more.
hahahaha. nawwhh.
i'm happy.
i'm going to wear it tomorrow.
wheeeeeeee!
i like ripped up the plastic cover.
but suckily, one of the tees were ripped at the seam.
but mama will sew it back up.
thankyou lovelyy.

what the buck?
i don't understand some people.
they cause trouble and act like everythings ok?
what the buck is that about?
oh well.
i still don't know what's going on.
well, this is kinda screwed up.
humm dee dumm.
i guess it's settled?
oh well. that's alright.
i don't like holding grudges against people.
it's mean.
and judging people ain't any better. so, i guess we should look at the positive side of people.
but if there isn't one. then.
too bad. hahahahaha.

obs camp.
i'm like. half excited for obs camp, half freaked out.
i'm scared i'm with a sucky team.
i think school isn't v. good at team work.
bad school.
hahahah. no. but hopefully people in my team are friendly?
hahha.
oh well.
i'm going to get a hair cut after. or maybe in the june holidays.
i want to cut bangs.
i'm determined to cut bangs.
muahahahaha.
so then. i can have a month to get used to it if it's sucky. whooo!
too bad everyone is going away for the holidays.
my sister will be in africa, max will be in alaska. i think.
hopefully, they'll be somebody out there.
hahahaha.
i sound like a desperadooo.
hehehe.

ahhhh.
i'm tired & i have a headache.
i'm gonna go do someting else.
that's basically all i have to say anyway.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.

study.dissapointment.mylaptop.stupidphase.

nerdify me please.
arghh.
i can't focus.
i'm so stressed & my non-functioning brain is. non-functioning.
so many stupid things on my mind.
i hate studying. i can't focus & i have so much work to do.
i have headaches like almost every day & i get a stupid tug feeling. [kat get's what i mean].
i have to study for the numerous tests and courseworks next week.
i hate how they cram all the tests in one week.
sucks.
oh well. i guess i'll just have to cram.
which i hate doing.
blecchhkkkk. sickening.

screw laptops.
yes. my laptop is screwed/broken/i don't know what happened to it.
i somehow dropped my laptop on the floor today.
my brain wasn't functioning. cause i was thinking of some stuff.
two possibilities:
1. i dropped it.
2. slipped of my three other files.
3. someone pushed me.
4. turned around to fast?
i honestly can't remember.
my brain doesn't work.
well. my laptop's screen is broken.
the hard-drive is fine. i mean. everything is still on.
it's just that the screen is green. which maxine would love.
but not me.
it flickers and werid lines appear. on and off.
i basically can't access it.
stupid mechanical things.
hopefully it won't cost alot.
urgh. i hate my strange, annoying, stressed life.

dissapointment.
i can't do this anymore.
truly truly truly insensitive.
shoving it into my face.
i'm not stupid.
the secretive thing going on is stupid.
please don't ever think that i don't get things.
i'm smarter than you think i am. when it comes to these things.
- lies.
- insensitivity.
am i supposed to go through this all the time?
don't you ever think of how i feel?
i honestly don't know how to confront you.
scared you won't give a shit.
i feel like screaming and ripping my head off.
have some feelings for other people please. just try it.
ahhh mannn...
you're just contradicting yourself. with everything you say.
how do i talk to you?
i never knew you could think of betraying.
nevermind.
i'll sort it out.

somehow...
i hate this tug feeling.
xoxo
rachel.

blogfree.tees.braindead.bored&alone.

create a blog, it's FREE.
hahahahahaha~
what the hell...?
singaporeans are probably THE most cheap-scape people in the entire world.
Ohmeegosh. this cracks me up.
hahah. heehee. hoohoo.
hmmmnnn...ahhh...
why can't they just say: create a blog here! or create a blog!
why must they say: it's free!
geezz...
oh well.
that was my quick 6 seconds of funn for the day.
i have been doing my homework for 1 hour straight.
and now. i have a headache.
my brain is dead.
blechh. i can't think.
i feel damn dizzy. i think there's something wrong with me
grrrrrr.
i'm going to go to orchard. since i'm bored and alone.
i want a frapp [:
mmnnnnnmm. yummay.

threadless tees.
my papa ordered threadless tees for me and sophia.
waheyyy!
they were quite expensive though. cause of the shipping and stuff.
but the tees were prettyyy?
is that a good excuse?
well. too bad cause they're on they're wayy!
hahahahhaha.
i'm so excited. haha
it's like the first time i'm buying them online.
yayy!
i'll just have to sit and wait....
tick-tock-tick-tock~
it's not going to come anytime soon by the way.
3 weeks.
hahaha.

busy, busy, busy bee.
i think i'm the only one who isn't busy today.

1. mama is busy. [at work]
2. dad is busy. [at work]
3. jie is busy. [practising church band, then going out with her friend]
4. maxine is busy. [family time]
5. dev is busy. [throwing poyu a surpise party]
6. mariel is busy. [at the suprise party]
7. lihui is busy. [tuition]
8. kat is busy. [church]
9. meichen is busy. [sleeping. accidently woke her up by calling. SORRYYY]

oh welly well. i'll just go out alone. since i'm craving a frappacino babayy! ha!

i guess that's all then.
ta.
xoxo
rachel.